dard da aalam

kahan hai mera antartam
abh mujhe zaroorat hai.
doorian yun lage jaise doori ho zameeno aasman ki.
ki ho gaya hai menu, mere ander di yeh gehrai nu?
kithe kho gayi meri galian, parai ho gai palak jhapakde hi.
khoj jari meri tenu milne di, tere takdi bhi doori hai, main khud nu milna chahndi haan
is doori de dard di intehaan ho gai hai,
hor na saheya ja ye vichoda andar da.
na kar is doori de zulm mere te zalim
menu millen de jithe tera mera mailan hai.
jithe dooyi khatm hoke ik jagah te rook jandi hai.

one with the existence

feelings of one's energy can never be perfetly expressed by words, becos words belogs to mind and feelings belongs to ur existence.mind is a very small part of existence and not vice versa.
There is a .... connectivity of myself with existence or i wud say i m sensing myself in existence. its like an awesome reunioun, not that i was ever seperated , but its like a zen story i read-like a fish living in water does not know what the water is and how imp/ vital it is. i just started realising, its just a beginning, a birth.
nothing belongs to me (on mind) and yet everything belongs to me (thru love)
these words cant even express 1% of wat i feel of the above sentence.
sometimes i feel so relaxed within, a relaxation i never had in life and now its becoming a more continuous process/ situation of my being.
I am eager to explore more