dard da aalam

kahan hai mera antartam
abh mujhe zaroorat hai.
doorian yun lage jaise doori ho zameeno aasman ki.
ki ho gaya hai menu, mere ander di yeh gehrai nu?
kithe kho gayi meri galian, parai ho gai palak jhapakde hi.
khoj jari meri tenu milne di, tere takdi bhi doori hai, main khud nu milna chahndi haan
is doori de dard di intehaan ho gai hai,
hor na saheya ja ye vichoda andar da.
na kar is doori de zulm mere te zalim
menu millen de jithe tera mera mailan hai.
jithe dooyi khatm hoke ik jagah te rook jandi hai.

one with the existence

feelings of one's energy can never be perfetly expressed by words, becos words belogs to mind and feelings belongs to ur existence.mind is a very small part of existence and not vice versa.
There is a .... connectivity of myself with existence or i wud say i m sensing myself in existence. its like an awesome reunioun, not that i was ever seperated , but its like a zen story i read-like a fish living in water does not know what the water is and how imp/ vital it is. i just started realising, its just a beginning, a birth.
nothing belongs to me (on mind) and yet everything belongs to me (thru love)
these words cant even express 1% of wat i feel of the above sentence.
sometimes i feel so relaxed within, a relaxation i never had in life and now its becoming a more continuous process/ situation of my being.
I am eager to explore more

One more beautiful day has come

Today life's become more beautiful,
actually feeling myself flowing in the flow of the nature.The flow is very enjoyable experience.
Thank you life n nature.
and thank you all the beautiful hearted people who met me today. I know we met for a common purpose to make life more organised and simple n interesting to live with.
Just wanna say thanks, you all are very good souls, that is why im feeling so good by the end of this day!
I have no craze for a better 2mro, as my each 2dy is always more interestingly beautiful n making me fall in love with it!
Its a crazily beautiful time of my life has entered into!
Thanks to the ulti,ate energy n all beautiful energies around me!
Thank you

hmmm

hmmm,
I wish to feel myself as ordinary as others are
I get those thoughts that push me(my egos) to believe that
I am an uncommon soul,
whereas when i look inside i think what is it that i dislike in others,
or what is it that im trying to differentiate from others,
Why do i need to find a different identity , a special one for myself,
when i know everything is going to get down to ashes, how so ever special, different
or greater in comparision my image or identity is going to be.
and why do i want to be different than others.
my egos of becoming special are making me feel crazy at this moment.
At this moment, cos its only for this moment,
i know the inner desire in me is to become desireless and let my being understand the amount of functioning required by my mind. My wish to become greater sprouts from my mind and my mind has nothing to do with my spiritual soul,
my mind is related with my body. the temporary gift from nature, which has given me the charge to take over to use my gift.
I am a property of the nature, or its also true I am nature.
Well I am a drop of ocean and when i meet ocean i dissolve and disappear
And I am still water now when I am a drop
i.e I am still nature when I have my identity in the body or even when ill be without.
well without the body i ll have no identity... so when ultimately i would become without identity, why should i crave for identity and specialty and difference now!

Nature wants me to be back to the one/ or the zero again!

Meeting after a long time

Aaj fir vakht laut ke aaya hai
Ik dost hai mera jisko dilne bulaya hai!!
Badi khamoshsi rooh hai uski, khamoshion mein baten karti hai,
kabhi kabhi mujhpe apna hakk jatane ki koshish karti hai,
Uske sath rahoon to dimaag ko pare rakhke dilki hi sunana acha lagta hai,
shikayaten hongi kuch mere dil ko aur kuch uske dilko mujhse,
par shikayton ko hatake, sirf uske paas honeka ehsaas acha lagta hai!!!
meri nazron mein se khushi jhalkte hue sirf use dekhte rehna chahti hai,
kuch pallon ke liye na kuch kehna hai na kuch kehne dena chahti hai!!

A repeated experience!

Is koshish mein hoon, ke kisike masoom rooh ko chott na pahunche!!!
ehsaas hai mijhe ke jabh mera dil is haal mein se guzra tha!!!
wo tadapti hui aahen, wo dard ka thirakna, wo umeedon ka ghabrate hue aana jaana,
saanson ka darrke thamjaana, fir gharaeeon ke saath aana,
aksar khayalon mein kho jaana!!!
yun lagta tha zindagi maano kuch samay ke liye ruk hi gai ho, na hava ke jhokon ka aana, na khushionka mandrana,
kuch tadapti si aahen, bhatakti si uljhanen mere aaspaas mahol banay rakhti theen.

aaj fir wo mod aagaya hai, is baar mujhpar nahi, mujhe chahnewale dost par hai magar
main dariya ke is paar hoon aur wo uss paar, mujhe jaana hai zaroor aur wo aas lagay hue hai, kaun samajahye use ke zindagi apne modd khud chunti hai, aur main bass zindagi ke bahavke sath behna chahti hun, jeena chahti hun zindagi ki har halchal ko,
kadmon ko bandhke girna nahi hai mujhe, mujhe jaane do,
par dost mujhe dosti nibhani khub aati hai,
Ye vaada hai mera
Ache vakht mein na sahi, bure vakht mein apne aaspass zaroor paoge mujhe!!!
God Bless You

Free love

Tum khud kisi ke nahi ho,
ho to sirf kudrat ka hissa.
Isliye kudrat ko tum pe hakk hai
Khud mein se kudrat ki chahton ko guzarne do
Khuli hawa mien dil bharke saans lo

Tum mein jo kuch hota hai
wo sabh kudrat ki masti hai
Is masti ko bhi nihara karo,
kabhi kudrat ko bhi padho

Kabh kabhi niklo bahar is deewaron ke bane huye ghar mein se,
Apne haath khulke failao
Uper aur uper, khule asamaan mein,
jahan badal bhi chooke, tumse milke masti mehsoos karen

Apni rooh ko khushboo ki tarah khulke failne do aaspaas.
Phir ooncha, aur ooncha udho
poora aasmaan tumhare liye khula hai

(LOVE IS AN ENERGY, NOT A HUMAN BEING...This energy is present in all human beings)